When Mandi uploaded some dirty pictures of herself to an internet site, she didn’t expect such a huge reaction.
There are lots of porn sites where you can upload your own pictures. My boyfriend Rob likes them. He likes that amateur stuff, that kind of thing. Those sites have all sorts; from sweet softcore to graphic cucumber inserting type things. Some of it is quite hot and some of it is, well, too much for me, anyway.
Rob had gone to visit his mum and dad for a couple of weeks. I’d said I had too much work on, but really that was just an excuse. I don’t like my in-laws much. I was surfing the net, bored, and I ended up looking through the bookmarked pages. I ended up on one of Rob’s favourite upload-your-own amateur porno sites. I was looking at the images. Some were kind of sexy, but what I really liked was the comments people left. Horny guys saying ‘U R so hawt’ and ‘U made me cum’.
I started to get turned on thinking about that. Thinking about guys wanking off to these pictures of ordinary girls. Girls like me. And some of them were pretty ordinary. Just a normal looking girl sitting naked on a sofa. I thought about that girl being me. Guys getting hard looking at my picture. That turned me on. I guess that means I’m an exhibitionist. Who knew?
A couple of hours later, after I’d had a few drinks, I made a decision. I was going to put some pictures up on that site. I went to quite a bit of trouble in the end. Put on my favourite undies. The expensive stuff Rob had bought me for my last birthday. I put a pink sheet over the bed and got my phone and posed. Then I took my bra off and posed a bit more. Then I took my knickers off and posed even more. I ended up doing some really explicit shots I would never have done if I hadn’t had nearly a whole bottle of wine.
I uploaded the pictures and waited for someone to comment on them. But after half an hour of refreshing the page and getting nothing, I went to bed. In the morning I pottered about my flat, I didn’t even think about the website until nearly lunchtime. I fired up the laptop and surfed to the site. My mouth literally fell open. I was on the front page of the site. Number eight in the top ten most looked at pictures. And they’d only been online a few hours. I clicked to the comments.
I had pages. Most guys were American because I’d uploaded so late at night. All those horny guys looking at me and jerking off and saying so. Fuck. I could feel my nipples getting hard as I read through them. I had to nip off to the bedroom and lie down for a wank before I had finished reading. And then I left a comment saying how much their reactions had turned me on.
This carried on for the rest of the week. Rob was still away and my pictures stayed really popular, bouncing up and down the charts for most viewed and most commented on. I loved it. All these guys telling me how sexy I was. After being in a long term relationship for two years it was quite a kick to be making all these anonymous men horny.
But then I got cold feet. I started worrying that someone I knew would see the pictures. My face was hidden but anyone who knew me well would be able to tell. Not to mention Rob. He wouldn’t be looking at porn on his parents’ computer, but he visited this site. He’d see me when he got back. Late one night, just over a week since I had posted the images. I took them all down and deleted my profile. But not before I cut and pasted all the filthy appreciative comments into a secured Whatsapp folder. A reminder of how, just once, I’d been a girl who turned hundreds of guys on.
